Struggles
This is sort of a response to Joeys post....I feel the same way. When I have something caffinated, I do very strange and regrettable things. After the effects have worn out I think of what I have done and said to people, and just plainly how stupid I have acted, I think to myself, "why the hell did I just do that?" (excuse the languange.) When I have the caffine, I know what I'm doing, but not physically concious of what I am doing. Its a little voice in the back of my head that warns me... I get very angry at myself alot after church and youthgroup. But its like an addiction, and I reason with myself that it can't be that bad, my attitude won't change too much....
I also feel the people you are with depicts the way you act. I used to act soo differently when I was at school, compared to at church. But now I've eliminated some negative influences, and hopefully changed my ways. Just think of what you are doing when around different people, and see your interations. Its surprising....
posted by mjke @ 8:20 PM
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